Dying to Be Thin
Season 27 Episode 15 | 53m 40s | Video has closed captioning.
Anorexia, bulimia, and other eating disorders are on the rise. What can be done?
Aired: 11/30/00
Expired: 12/31/69
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Season 27 Episode 15 | 53m 40s | Video has closed captioning.
Anorexia, bulimia, and other eating disorders are on the rise. What can be done?
Aired: 11/30/00
Expired: 12/31/69
Problems Playing Video? | Closed Captioning
( piano playing Chopin mazurka )
Instructor: And up... back.
Narrator: A ballerina must have more than grace and flawless technique
to be successful.
She must also be abnormally thin.
It is a dangerous obsession for many dancers.
Woman: "If they want thin, I will give them thin."
And I did-- I dropped more weight in two weeks
than I'd ever done in my life.
( practice music continues )
Woman: "Dancer thin" is not like thin on the street.
We're talking about 15% below your ideal weight for height
which is basically an anorexic weight.
If your career is on the line, if the roles are on the line
whether or not you reach that ideal
you will do practically anything.
Narrator: Starving herself for nearly a year
Katey Tracey weighed 20 pounds less than she does today.
The bones in her chest began to protrude.
She had developed anorexia nervosa--
the deadliest of all psychiatric disorders.
Tracey: It was going from one extreme to the next
and people around me in the dance world--
they were praising it.
They were saying, "Gosh, you look so good.
"It looks nice, you know, you have a new body."
Narrator: The dance world was stunned
when a member of the Boston Ballet, Heidi Guenther
died at age 22 when her heart gave out.
The cause appeared to be an eating disorder.
Woman: I remember always watching gymnastics and figure skating
and all of these sports
and having them talk about eating disorders
and how thin these gymnasts have to be.
And I would just think to myself
"Look at what dancers have to go through."
You know, and it's kind a dirty little secret--
nobody talks about it.
Narrator: Eating disorders are common in the dance world
but they are spreading
as the pressure to be thin intensifies.
Tracey: Everybody wants to know the secret to being thin
because that is... that's success
that's love, that's glory, that's power-- that's a crock.
Woman: Today, we're told to believe that we, too, can look this way
if only we work hard enough at it.
So there's this whole myth
that everybody can achieve the impossible
and that's very damaging
because if then you don't achieve this look
something is wrong with you.
Sarandon: Erin is 14 years old.
Tormented by an irrational fear of fat
she has been starving herself for three months.
Woman:Erin...
What is your reaction?
Just that it's true.
Can you kind of look in the mirror
with your image kind of reflecting back
and kind of tell me
what you see about yourself--
your physical self also--
when you look in the mirror?
I see somebody that is fat... and ugly
and a disappointment...
I know that this is hard for you.
Mm-hmm.
Sarandon: Erin is beginning treatment
at DePaul-Tulane's Eating Disorders Unit in New Orleans.
Her mother brought her to this specialized center
after she almost died of malnutrition
at a hospital near their home in Texas.
Mother: She's so into to being skinny, to being slim.
She thinks she's fat.
She's not.
I just think she's going to die and she doesn't believe me.
I had to tell her in the hospital--
I go, "Erin, you're going to die."
Nurse: Go ahead and step up.
Sarandon: At 20% below her normal weight
Erin has already suffered medical complications
which will only get worse without treatment.
Man: This is a very deadly illness.
It's the highest death rate of any psychiatric illness.
Approximately half a percent of people with anorexia nervosa
die every year from malnutrition or other kinds of complications.
So over the course of 20 years
ten percent of people with anorexia
are going to die from this.
Sarandon: Prolonged starvation can cause a number of medical conditions
including dangerously low blood pressure, severe osteoporosis
damage to the kidneys and liver, and ultimately heart failure.
Erin stopped eating
when her mother, who works for the military
took a job in Korea for a year.
Feeling alone and abandoned
she became obsessed with her appearance.
Erin: I know I would be thin, and everybody would like me
and, you know, I wouldn't... be having to worry
about, you know, my weight and all that stuff.
I felt like I'd be loved more... and everything.
Karen Carpenter: ♫Talkin' to myself and feelin' old...♫
Erin: I saw a Karen Carpenter movie.
And that taught me a lot about how, you know... how not to eat
to lose weight and stuff, the water diet and everything.
So that actually was pretty much what I got from it--
you know, "I can live without eating," you know.
Sarandon: After struggling for years with an eating disorder
Karen Carpenter died of heart failure at the age of 32.
At the time of her death in 1983
most people had never heard of anorexia nervosa.
But today, it's a different story.
An alarming study from the Mayo Clinic shows
that anorexia has been increasing
by 36% every five years since the 1950s.
Today, some eight million people--
mainly women but some men--
suffer from anorexia and bulimia, a related disorder.
Young women ages 15 to 24 are the most vulnerable.
I had been very overweight
and I had exercised and eaten right and, you know
my mom was so proud of me, and it was the compliment thing.
And I thought, "I'm so close to being able to model."
And I thought, "Well, maybe I ought to try it.
"It's okay be a little skinny--
the camera puts on ten pounds anyway, it won't matter."
Just even the idea
"Hey, I wear a number one, I am the top."
Young woman: I saw a TV movie
on bulimics.
Leader: Mm-hmm.
I was watching it
and I said, "Wow, look what she's doing--
"she's, like, eating all that food, throwing up
and still losing weight."
And that night I went into the bathroom
and I started.
I didn't think there was anything wrong with it
because it's on TV, and sometimes they glori...
make it look so glamorous to have an eating disorder.
Sarandon: It has become a self-fulfilling prophecy.
The popular television series Friends
played on anorexic chic in an ad which was soon pulled.
Woman: In some ways we all have distorted views
of what is beautiful.
And the repeated exposure to a particular image
teaches you to like that particular image.
And we have become so used to seeing extremely thin women
that we have learned to think that this is what is beautiful.
Sarandon: The mystique of thin began with the arrival
of the British model Twiggy in the late 1960s.
Standing five feet, six inches tall, she weighed only 91 pounds
and was dubbed Britain's top "mini-model."
Since then, fashion models have become increasingly thinner
with body weights nearly 25% less
than the average American woman, who weighs 140 pounds.
Woman: I think there are two primary things going on right now
with the cultural availability of eating disorders.
First, the whole society is involved
in the perfection game, all right--
that we all can fix our bodies, make our bodies over.
And then I think among young women
they're increasingly tuned in to a celebrity culture
where the models' and actresses' bodies are considerably thinner
than they have ever been in the past.
This is very seductive and hard for young girls to resist.
This is not about illness.
This is about idealized beauty
and perfection of a certain type.
( fast music playing )
( audience whooping and applauding )
Sarandon: These plus-size models are boldly challenging
contemporary ideals of beauty.
Ranging from size 12 to 18
they are much more in tune with the average American woman.
Now a plus-size icon
Kate Dillon started out as a skinny model.
Dillon: I think it happens to everybody at some point
where you feel one way about yourself
and that your initial... your intuition about who you are
is that you're a good person, that you're beautiful
that you're strong, that you're capable.
And then at some point, it's met with an outside force
that's telling you, "No, you're none of those things."
( confusion of voices )
Dillon: I remember getting ready for my first day of junior high
and I was sitting at my mirror
putting on my electric blue mascara
and my frosted pink lipstick.
And I was thinking, I was, like, "Yeah, I'm fine.
I'm looking good, you know."
And when I got to school it was just...
they were just horrible to me, telling me I was fat
and whether it was in P.E.
or coming home on the bus every day
they'd stand up and they would jump up and down
and they would chant "Overweight Kate, Overweight Kate."
And I remember just, like, you know
I'm, like, sitting in the front seat.
I would always wear these massive sweaters.
And I was sitting in the front seat
and just like trying so hard not to cry
because I was so embarrassed and horrified.
Sarandon: Desperate to fit in, Kate took extreme measures.
Dillon: By the end of my seventh-grade year, I'd lost 30 pounds
and I grew, like, four inches, and I was cool.
Suddenly everyone liked me.
My plan worked, sadly and unfortunately.
But it seems to be
that that's the way the culture is, you know.
You sort of... you do what they want
and they'll say, "Cool, good, you're good now."
Sarandon: Kate became not just thin but anorexic
and she caught the eye of the fashion world.
Weighing 50 pounds less than what she does today
Kate's image before the camera
concealed a painful inner struggle.
Dillon: I look beautiful.
I mean, it's not like... You would not look at that picture
and see somebody who was feeling bad about themselves
or see somebody who hadn't eaten in two weeks.
I mean, I look at my face, my face looks so hollow.
I look so... my eyes look like they're bulging out.
And I just look so weak.
That was the day that they told me
to lose, like, ten or 20 pounds
and I kind of knew that that was crazy.
Like, I remember thinking, "From where?
Like, 20 pounds?
How am I going to lose 20 pounds?"
And I remember thinking, "I don't have to do this.
"Like, what have I been doing the last couple years?
What have I been doing my whole life?"
Sarandon: A year later, Kate walked away from modeling.
( "doors closing" signal chimes )
She was in search of a life
where starvation was not the price of success.
Historical images and accounts of anorexia
date back hundreds of years.
In the 14th century, the mystic St. Catherine of Siena
starved to death at the age of 33.
An extreme ascetic, her self-denial was quite different
from that of most young women today.
Woman: Certainly during her lifetime, she engaged in food refusal
and a number of other penitential acts.
But her pathway into that behavior
is so markedly different.
It's motivated by her faith.
She also often gave away the food that she didn't eat.
So in many respects
she's not at all like a contemporary anorectic.
In the 19th century, it is also possible to envision
middle- and upper-class girls who want to be very thin
for a totally different set of reasons than today.
They didn't want to be thin because it was sexy.
They wanted to be thin
because it meant that they were spiritual.
They wanted to be thin because it meant
they had kind of conquered their carnal appetites
such as food and eating.
I see the common theme in all of this
is that women are using the appetite as a voice
and they're using the appetite to express different things
depending upon their historical situation.
Sarandon: Today, at least three out of every hundred girls
will develop anorexia or bulimia
often in the wake of puberty.
Woman: I believe there are these separation, individuation
identity-formation problems that are occurring.
And I think that that has to do with fears of maturity.
I think that development
of someone from a child into an adult
the adolescent process, has a glitch somewhere
and that the eating disorder
is born out of the struggle to grow up.
Instructor: It's okay if you're not finished...
Sarandon: But why do some girls
develop eating disorders and others don't?
Striegel-Moore: There are a lot of precipitants.
You know, it could be the parents got divorced.
It could be a breakup with a boyfriend.
It could be any number
of what may seem to be very small stresses
to most people, and yet for a particular girl
is somehow the straw that broke the camel's back.
But you won't have those onsets
unless the girl already is vulnerable in some way.
So simply because parents divorce doesn't mean
now their daughter is going to develop an eating disorder.
Those events have to sort of occur
in the context of an already existing vulnerability.
Sarandon: Erin's personality made it especially difficult
for her to deal with upheavals in her life.
Kaye: From a biological standpoint
we're actually finding that people with these disorders
actually share some common personality traits.
And that is both bulimics and anorexics
tend to be people who are kind of obsessively perfectionistic
and they're concerned about doing things right.
Things have to be done kind of with symmetry and exactness
um, and that they tend to be people who are what we call
"harm-avoidant"; that is, that they worry
about the consequences of their behavior.
They don't want to do things wrong.
I just like everything to be controlled
just in control, you know, it's kind of like...
I don't know, I just...
Like traffic-- I hate when people try to cut on you
and they're sitting right here, and traffic's, like, right here
and people are, like, right here
because they're trying to get in another lane
and I'm just, like, "Keep the lane straight."
That's just me, that's just how I am.
Now, when we go back and we start looking
at families of people who have eating disorders
we actually see a very high rate
of a spectrum of eating disorders in their families.
And we see that roughly about... seven percent
of the family members have anorexia or bulimia nervosa
and we see roughly maybe another five to seven percent
of family members have a spectrum of eating disorders.
They don't have anorexia or bulimia
but they have some variant of eating disorders.
Sarandon: In search of a biological explanation
Dr. Kaye peered inside the brains
of recovered anorexic and bulimic patients.
He discovered unusually high levels
of a brain chemical called serotonin
which is well known for the role it plays in mood and appetite.
Kaye: Overactivity of the serotonin system reduces appetite.
The other thing about having increased serotonergic activity
is it seems to be-- at least in animals and human studies--
goes along with having
kind of obsessive, anxious, harm-avoiding kinds of behavior.
Sarandon: Dieting, even starvation, may be a way
for people with eating disorders to lower their serotonin levels
in an attempt to reduce their intense anxiety.
Kaye: This may explain the vicious cycle
that people with anorexia get in.
They have too much serotonin.
They starve themselves, that drives down the serotonin.
Sarandon: But the brain quickly adapts by adding more serotonin receptors.
Kaye: So even a little bit of serotonin
sets off these receptors.
So people have to keep starving themselves more and more
to reduce the serotonin, but the receptors keep up-regulating
so they can never really escape from it.
Sarandon: For patients with anorexia, weight gain
is a crucial first step toward recovery.
So we have about... ten minutes, okay?
Sarandon: Anorexia is one
of the most difficult psychiatric illnesses to treat.
Nearly 50% of patients will relapse within the first year.
But new research shows that these rates
can be dramatically reduced if patients like Erin
reach their normal weight before leaving the hospital.
Man: There is ample evidence
that the lower the weight, the greater the risk of death
and the greater the risk of medical complication.
So I think what we ought to pay attention to
in the treatment of anorexia nervosa
as sort of an index of how someone is doing is the weight.
And if their weight isn't back to normal
treatment isn't ended.
...seems to be doing a little bit better today...
Sarandon: But weight gain alone is not enough.
Anorexia is a complex mental and physical illness
that requires a multidisciplinary team to treat it.
Willard: Okay, why don't we go ahead and staff Erin?
Sarandon: Psychotherapists, a physician, nurses
art therapists, body image specialists and nutritionists
will work together to tackle Erin's eating disorder.
Willard: In order to treat eating disorders effectively
we need to address both parts of the problem.
We need to address
the underlying causes and issues
and we need to address the symptoms
the eating behaviors that are so dangerous.
And I believe as an inpatient
people need to address these things simultaneously
and address them both with a vengeance.
Sarandon: Five weeks into her stay at the hospital, Erin is gaining weight
and has begun to face some traumatic issues in her past.
She admitted to having been sexually abused--
not uncommon among these patients.
Erin: Trauma is what really hit if off.
Bringing up my trauma issues really made me want to...
just...
I wanted to get rid of it somehow, the feelings
too many feelings, way too many feelings.
Flush them down the toilet.
Striegel-Moore: Having been sexually abused
teaches a girl a number of things.
One is that she's powerless.
It's just a horrendous experience to go through
and one way to cope with that sense of powerlessness
is to try and find some way of having power and control.
And by managing one's weight
that can be one way to have power and control.
Some women will overeat quite explicitly
as a way of making themselves less attractive.
Others will diet
as a way of starving themselves into an unappealing small size.
So there's sort of any number of explanations that...
that women then come up with
but they all have to do with trying to cope
with what has been an extremely traumatic experience.
Sarandon: Talking about the abuse
marks a significant turning point in Erin's treatment.
Erin: Secrets, you don't keep secrets, you know, secrets are bad.
And I was keeping it a secret.
And if I would have kept that and went home with it
I would have just gotten sick again.
Sarandon: Group and individual therapy
are critical components of the treatment process.
Girl: I just thought that I could live the rest of my life
not eating, and it was, like, a power thing.
I was, like, "Look, Mom, I don't have to eat.
I can piss you off, I don't have to eat," you know.
And it works, it works.
I mean, that's the last thing your parents want
is for you to die.
And so when you sit there and you're, like
"I'm not going to eat, I'm just going to slowly kill myself"
it works-- you can get back at anybody.
And I guess...
I don't know, I guess I need to find...
a way to forgive her, you know
because...
( voice breaking ): I'm just punishing myself.
I'm killing myself.
And it's so stupid, because you don't win.
Woman: Losing your life isn't winning, is it?
It hurts her, but it hurts you more.
How does it feel to be looking
at all those feelings from back when they got divorced?
It just makes me mad.
Woman: Mad because...?
Because I didn't tell them.
Willard: These are not generally kids who can scream and yell
and say, "I hate you, why did you do this to me?"
They're very sweet and they're very kind.
And they're parent-pleasers.
And so they are aggressive in the sense
that they are driving the knife deeper into the family
and the family watches them die.
But they are very sweet and very kind
and very quiet about the process.
( ballet music plays )
Sarandon: At age 21, Eleena Melamed
has also paid a heavy emotional price.
A gifted dancer, she was told to lose weight at age 12.
Melamed: I remember having a teacher come up to me and pinch my back--
pinch the skin on my back and say, "What is this?
"Are you drinking milk?!
You know, you need to lose weight."
Sarandon: Eleena eliminated fat from her diet.
In time, she became anorexic.
Melamed: "My anorexic year," I call it.
I was the happiest I had ever been in my life.
I was getting all the good parts in our performances
at the school, I was getting all the attention
I was not being ignored anymore.
When I was heavy, I was ignored instead of nurtured.
And when I was really thin
I, you know, all of a sudden was nurtured and taken care of
and the teachers loved me and they cared about me.
It was like I was a whole new person.
Sarandon: After starving herself for over a year
Eleena lost control and began to eat.
Melamed: Gaining weight... was...
for me, the worst thing, I was just so...
ashamed of my body.
I felt like I was the biggest failure
and the weakest person, just the worst person.
I remember picking up a knife from the kitchen
and starting to cut myself on my arms, on my legs.
I had so much pain inside of me, and so much hatred
and animosity towards myself
that feeling the pain and making it real pain
as far as being able to see the blood and see the cut...
it was calming.
I did that for a long time.
Sarandon: Despite her fragile state
Eleena's talent did not go unnoticed.
( piano playing ballet practice music )
At age 17, she was invited
to join the prestigious American Ballet Theatre in New York
by artistic director Kevin McKenzie.
But her struggles with weight would continue.
Melamed: All of a sudden
there's that added pressure of being on stage every day
next to these amazing, beautiful dancers.
And I just...
I buckled under the pressure.
I could not lose weight.
It made me eat more because I got very depressed.
I felt horrible about myself.
Sarandon: Eleena now faced one of the most difficult decisions of her life:
whether to pursue her dream to be a professional dancer
no matter the personal cost.
Erika Goodman made that decision many years ago
and now, at age 54, she lives with the consequences:
a lifelong struggle with anorexia
and severe osteoporosis.
A former Joffrey Ballet dancer
she is no stranger to extreme dieting practices.
Goodman: The scale becomes your altar.
It becomes the site where you pray every morning.
You pray that it will be down another pound or another ounce
or anything to show that the work that you're doing--
and the work is starving-- is working
because other things in your life aren't working.
And it's the one thing you have control over.
And that is a major thing.
I think that's what keeps a lot of these people
in this anorexic mode.
It's control.
Nobody else can control that for you.
Sarandon: Described by a critic as a treasure of her generation
Erika danced in an era when anorexia was a silent threat
and all too easy to overlook.
Goodman: The really perverse irony of this is
that what has been taken away from me are my legs.
And for somebody who had always been very flexible
I'm very stiff.
And it's only now that I know.
It's only when you're paying for it.
You're paying for it then, you see, but you don't know.
The cash register hasn't rung.
It's ringing now.
And it's not until it rings.
It's like sleeping.
You can have your alarm clock set
but it's not till it goes off that you're going to awaken.
This tendency to diet is eating disorders.
Sarandon: Eating disorders are too prevalent to ignore today.
Dancers at the New York City Ballet attend a seminar
on health issues.
Anorexia and bulimia are rare among men, but increasing.
Woman: I think women get more eating disorders than men
because we have such a focus on our appearance
although it's changing a little bit--
men have to have the abs now and more muscle tone.
But if you look at professions
like jockeys, for example, or weight lifters
you'll often see a higher incidence of eating disorders
because their careers are on the line
based on their weight.
If you don't have normal periods
you don't have this increase in peak bone mass.
Sarandon: For women, a loss of body fat
from dieting or even strenuous exercise
can shut down the production of the hormone estrogen
which is crucial to bone growth and menstruation.
This is a total bone density scan
of a healthy 25-year-old woman
compared to a woman of the same age
who has gone five years without menstruating.
Nearly a third of her bone mass is irretrievably lost.
This woman in her 30s has gone 15 years without a period
transforming her bones into that of a 70-year-old woman.
( women chatting )
As a preventive measure
the ballet offers its dancers bone density scans.
Katey Tracey lost her period for nearly a year
when she had anorexia.
Is that your dominant leg, your stronger leg?
Are you right-handed or left-handed?
I'm right.
Tracey: Being a woman, being an athlete
I realized that I was susceptible to bone loss.
The potential for injury
the potential for loss of reproductive abilities
scared me.
Woman: Dancers are at particular risk for developing osteoporosis
because they do everything to exaggeration.
They diet to keep their weight down.
They avoid foods with fat in them
and unfortunately a lot of food with fats have calcium
and you get bones that are thin and fragile
essentially osteoporotic bone.
Looks pretty good.
Your value is...
Sarandon: Getting help right away
probably made all the difference for Katey.
For woman of 30...
Sarandon: Her bone scan is normal.
Somewhere between 20 and 30.
Mm-hmm.
All right...
Sarandon: Strenuous exercise can lead to another form of anorexia.
In a 26-mile marathon
the finish line comes too soon for Jennifer Schmid.
Schmid: At about three miles to the end of the race
I knew I was in danger with this disorder
because all my thoughts were consumed
with "How soon am I going to get to the gym after this?"
Sarandon: Unlike most patients with anorexia
Jennifer has no issues with food.
She has always eaten voraciously but got into trouble
when her workouts burned more calories than she could consume.
Schmid: I think my personality has a lot to do with this.
I've always kind of had a perfectionist personality.
It kind of runs in the family
being a little bit obsessive-compulsive
and very...
I'm kind of self-critical.
"Self-disciplined" is how a lot of people describe me.
Our lab and other laboratories have found retrospectively
that if you ask people-- and their parents--
who have developed anorexia
what they were like when they were children
a majority of them developed an anxiety disorder
before they ever developed anorexia--
as a child from around the age of eight years old.
Schmid: I've always had anxiety since I was a little child.
It's just been in different ways and different situations.
But exercise was the one thing for me
that could take that anxiety away.
So the more I worked out, the better I felt
and then little bits wouldn't be enough.
I'd have to go more, and it just spun out of control.
Sarandon: When Jennifer's heart rate plummeted after working out
she was admitted to the eating disorders unit
at Methodist Hospital in Minnesota.
Her mother was grateful
to have Jennifer's marathon workouts brought to a halt.
The day room.
Woman: Until now, up until she's been in the hospital
there hasn't really been anything I can do.
I've tried being real supportive.
I've tried backing away and not having anything to do with her.
I've tried a lot of different things to see what would work
and really nothing did work until she got in the hospital.
How are you feeling
about where things are going?
I'm feeling better, still...
Sarandon: Now that Jennifer has been hospitalized for a week
her vital signs have improved.
She is taking a drug called Paxil
which helps to regulate levels of serotonin in her brain
and lessen her anxiety.
Schmid: I haven't worked out in two weeks
and that's the longest span I've gone since I can remember.
And I haven't had any anxiety at all
or experienced anxiety or obsessive thoughts
since I've been on this medication.
Can you take some big breaths?
Sarandon: Drugs like Prozac or Paxil act on the serotonin system
but they are not always effective
especially in patients who are severely underweight.
Let me just check down here
for any swelling at the lower part of your back.
Walsh: The studies that people have done
including our own group have done to date
have not found that medications like Prozac, or Prozac itself
is very helpful in the treatment of anorexia nervosa.
Perhaps one reason is
that most of the trials of medications
for people with anorexia nervosa
have been done while they're underweight.
And it may be that the effects of starvation on the brain
prevent Prozac from working.
Sarandon: But as patients gain weight
medications like Prozac appear to help them avoid a relapse.
Schmid: I want to live.
I'm going to live.
I'm going to live though this.
This program has taught me that
and given me the nutrients and things
to start thinking clearer.
And there are so many things I want to do.
I'm young.
I've got a whole life out in front of me
and I plan to live it to its fullest.
( grunting and laughing )
Sarandon: In today's image-conscious world, surveys show
that 80% of women are dissatisfied with their bodies.
Girls as young as nine and ten years old are dieting
even though they are at normal weight.
Announcer: Lisa dropped an amazing 48 pounds in just 12 weeks!
Striegel-Moore: The diet industry is a very, very big industry.
It sells the myth of transformation:
"If you do our product, you, too, can be Princess Diana.
"You, too, can marry your prince.
You, too, can be wealthy."
And it's amazing how people can suspend disbelief
and buy into anything--
you know, lose 30 pounds in five days.
Again, I think it gets nurtured
in a culture that values extreme thinness.
And of course underneath that is what's the basic message.
The message is "You're not okay the way you are.
You need to be transformed."
The first generation and second generation
of most ethnic groups in America
there isn't much anorexia nervosa...
Sarandon: At Cornell University, Dr. Joan Brumberg is conducting a seminar
on the history of female adolescence in America.
The pressure to be thin is keenly felt
by these college women
and is spreading across all racial and social classes.
Woman: When I grew up in a predominantly black neighborhood
it just wasn't an issue.
It never affected me before I came here.
And all of a sudden now
everyone's so little, you know.
( laughter )
Brumberg: And yet there is...
I mean, we know now that there are eating disorders
in the African-American community.
These observations about cultural difference
are really interesting
and yet everybody seems to say around this table
that the pressure is pretty intense right now.
I believe
that very few women escape a battle with their bodies.
I think that it's to varying degrees
but I think that many women at different points in their lives
are unhappy with their bodies.
I don't think there are a lot of women who could say honestly
they love their bodies.
Sarandon: For more than a decade
Anne Chavarro has faced a particularly difficult battle
to overcome bulimia nervosa
which is characterized by binge eating and purging.
Most people who develop this secretive illness
are around the age of 18 and of normal weight
but the obsession with food and dieting begins earlier.
Chavarro: In high school, it was how little you could eat
in order to make it through the day, you know
and what size pants you were going to fit into
because we all were trying to lose weight.
When I moved to Manhattan
and my friends were actors and actresses and models
almost all of them had eating disorders.
So you kind of get the hang of it
then you start reading some books
on trying to get help for your eating disorder
and in reading those books, you find techniques that work.
Sarandon: Bulimia nervosa is a relatively new disorder
medically recognized only in 1979.
Walsh: Certainly the behavior was well recognized
for centuries or even millennia.
I mean, we know the Romans were doing some strange things
with food and vomiting at the time of Christ.
But from a clinician's perspective
it was very rarely talked about.
Binge eating and purging just weren't on the radar screen
until about 20 years ago.
Sarandon: For Anne, bulimia seemed to offer a perfect solution
to her conflicts over food.
Chavarro: You realize that you can eat whatever you want
and get rid of it.
It's sort of like a high.
Emotionally, it makes you strung out.
It's almost like being on drugs.
You're totally strung out.
And because you're constantly depleting your body of food
in between the binges
you're so lethargic, you're so tired
you're so... you know, drawn out
that you can't do the things that you even want to do.
So it becomes like a cycle.
It's a cycle, you know, and you can't break out of it.
( children chattering )
Sarandon: Anne's life became consumed
with hiding her bulimia and fighting depression
which frequently accompanies this illness.
She ate enormous amounts of food
and purged up to 20 times in a single day.
Chavarro: It doesn't only hurt you;
it hurts whoever is in your family
that you're very close to.
So your friends, it hurts all them
even though you do not mean to hurt them, you know.
The self-loathing comes in.
You start hating yourself.
And then if you're, like, the types who hide it
like I used to hide it, and then it's, like... it's even worse.
Sarandon: For the past three months
Anne has been receiving treatment
from Columbia-Presbyterian Medical Center's psychiatric institute.
Just do a blood test?
Sarandon: Dr. Walsh has put Anne on Prozac
which helps with her mood and appetite
by acting on the serotonin system.
You're in here.
Walsh: For many patients with bulimia
taking Prozac helps them both feel better emotionally
and gives them better control of their binge eating and vomiting.
And that's... that's a fact.
I mean, we... it's one of the things
we can now take advantage of in our treatment of patients.
Sarandon: Anne has changed her behavior dramatically
but breaking the cycle of bingeing and purging
is like giving up an addiction.
Walsh: During a binge, people typically will report something changes.
At least they feel numb-- they're not thinking
about whatever it is they were worrying about.
So what... there is a reward there.
They don't feel good, but they feel different
and they feel some relief, I think
from the distress they were experiencing.
And one wonders if that isn't a critical component
that keeps this behavior recurring.
You've got a period of time now...
Sarandon: In addition to medication
most people with bulimia benefit from psychotherapy.
One of the best-studied techniques
cognitive behavior therapy
is designed to break bad eating habits
and establish a healthier body image
and a new approach to food.
I actually had, like, a banana nut muffin
and that was taboo for at least two years.
Unless I was going to throw it up, I couldn't eat it.
Sarandon: To understand more about bingeing
Dr. Walsh and his colleagues designed an experiment.
They provided a large amount of food
and allowed patients to eat whatever they wanted.
The result was an average of 3,600 calories
or nearly two days' worth of food in a single sitting.
Woman: There's something disturbed about their satiety
or satisfaction as it relates to food.
It seemed to be a general disturbance
in feeling satisfied with a meal
the way that you and I would just feel stuffed
and stop eating from.
We felt maybe they're not experiencing that sensation.
Sarandon: Anne is participating in a study
to see if her treatment has had any impact
on her stomach's ability to handle food more normally.
Guss: Okay, so... no, I'll hold it.
Just like always.
As quickly as you can...
Sarandon: Anne is given a liquid meal
that is tagged with tiny amounts of radioactivity.
Okay, just lay really still.
Sarandon: This machine, a gamma counter, detects emissions from the meal
and will monitor the rate at which food leaves her stomach.
After food enters the normal person's stomach
small amounts begin to empty into the small intestine.
This triggers the release of cholecystokinin, or CCK
a hormone that helps transmit sensations of fullness
to the brain.
As more CCK is released
the person starts to feel full and eventually stops eating.
In the case of bulimia, it appears that over time
bingeing on large amounts of food causes the stomach
to empty more slowly into the small intestine
so less CCK is released.
The message to the brain to stop eating is weaker
so the person does not feel full and keeps eating.
After three months of treatment
Anne's stomach is emptying at a more normal rate
compared to three months ago.
Guss: I can see
that there has been an increase in her gastric emptying rate
which is what we would want to see.
It's more typical of a normal control subject
a normal individual, so at least from that perspective
the gastric emptying data look to be improved
in the three-month period that she received treatment.
Whoa, whoa.
Whoa, go ahead.
Sarandon: About 50% of patients
who receive treatment for bulimia are cured
while the remaining half, like Anne, are substantially better
but it still may take several years
before Anne fully recovers.
( piano playing classical piece )
Sarandon: At the American Ballet Theatre, life is looking up for Eleena.
She admitted she had an eating disorder
and director Kevin McKenzie
offered her a medical leave of absence.
( directing her quietly )
Melamed: After years of being yelled at
and made to feel ashamed and ugly and hideous
to have Kevin McKenzie tell me that it was okay
and that it didn't mean that I wasn't a valuable dancer;
it just meant that I had a disease, that I needed to heal
and he was willing to wait for me.
And...
( piano starts playing )
McKenzie: I have learned not to tell somebody just to lose weight
but "You do need to address this and you need professional help.
"It may be something as simple
"as you not understanding what to eat.
"I'm telling you this on the same level
"that if you were walking in here with chronic tendinitis
"I would eventually say, 'You have to go
to the physical therapist and take care of this'"
and equate it on that level
and give them the name of a doctor and send them.
So, how did tour go?
It was okay.
Sarandon: A former dancer herself
Dr. Linda Hamilton understands
the extremes to which a dancer will go.
Hamilton: They're so phobic about fat at this point
when, by the time I get them
they've maybe not been eating fat for five years.
What is always so wonderful
is when I get them to eat enough calories and fat
and suddenly their bodies start working again
their metabolism speeds up, they start to lose weight.
And they look at me in amazement
like "Come on, this is working."
I think, are you ready?
Get your... get your weight checked?
Let's go.
Melamed: My weight dropped.
I mean, I lost, I think, like, five pounds
within the first two weeks or something just by eating fat
by having 30 grams of fat a day.
It was the most amazing thing.
I would have never believed it if somebody had told me that.
Step, two...
( piano playing )
Okay, good.
Sarandon: Eleena is back with the company now, rehearsing a soloist part
for a 60th-anniversary presentation of Swan Lake.
McKenzie: I think getting the support has helped
on the level that she's happier, she's... enjoys her dancing.
And if she can be guided properly
and... and then really fully realize her talent
the potential is there to be wonderful--
is to be absolutely wonderful.
( yelling )
Sarandon: After leaving her life as a supermodel
Kate Dillon spent the next two years searching for a new career
to fit the person she has become.
( yelling )
Dillon: I wanted freedom from this... this ideal...
from these cultural ideals.
I wanted freedom to be who I was, whatever that would be.
If I was the biggest dork in the world
well, then, that was going to have to be okay.
If I was a big mess, that was going to have to be okay, too.
And if I was beautiful, that would be fine.
And if I was ugly, that would be fine
but that I didn't want to fight myself anymore
that I really wanted to just, like, unzip this suit
that I'd been wearing of, like, "Like me, like me, like me.
"Think I'm interesting.
I want to be perfect," and just take it off and just expose
and just be, like, "I'm just who I am."
( audience cheering )
Sarandon: No longer at war with her body
Kate has settled into a comfortable weight
and a new career in modeling.
Dillon: Plus size is no different than skinny.
It's just another way of being beautiful.
Many of these girls have been struggling with their bodies
their whole life
and suddenly they're being told that they're beautiful.
So when you get 25 women up on stage
with curvy, beautiful bodies
walking around feeling beautiful
it's infectious.
And everybody is sort of drunk with that.
And when I think about the impact
it could have on a young girl like me, maybe
who is 12 years old
and... and... and isn't going to fit into the right size
and isn't going to fit into that mold
and she is going to grow up in a world
where things like that exist
maybe she's not going to feel so bad about herself.
Sarandon: Back at the DePaul-Tulane Eating Disorders Unit
Erin is preparing to leave.
On the right track
she will have to continue treatment at home
for at least another year or two to ensure a full recovery.
Well, we have Erin being discharged Friday.
Woman:Okay.
Willard: The best insurance to prevent relapse
is continued care in all dimensions of treatment.
With her aftercare plan set with a good therapist
a good nutritionist and an excellent family therapist
with all of that in place and these people
pursuing health with Erin and her family
her chances are far better.
Erin: "Dear Treatment Team, I just want to tell you all
"thank you so much for what you have done for me.
"I know that I can need and ask for help
"and assert myself because of you all.
"I know that there will be rainy days ahead of me
"and I am ready to fight them.
"You have helped me so much
"even though I sometimes got pissed off.
"If I ever need help again, I will come to you all
because I trust and believe that you can make miracles."
You've really made some great strides forward
and you just have to keep up the good work
and you have to keep up with your therapies, all of them...
Mm-hmm.
and start to enjoy a real life
because I think it's all out there for you, okay?
You ready for it?
Yeah.
Okay.
I'm so proud of you.
Thank you.
Erin: "Everyone has given me an opportunity to a new life
"and I thank you for that.
"Thank you for being my family-- I love you all.
"Now I am starting on my journey now.
Love always, Erin."
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